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Monday, January 28, 2008

one chance. no mistakes.
well recovered from an empty heart that was giving me serious headache for the past week after i got my o level results.

Well cant say im too happy cos i did not make it to victoria jc. sigh. but thank God it was a rather resonable one of 9. so im staying in anderson then.

So what was with that empty heart? well most of my friends did not perform up to standard, so yea, we wont be going the same jc, and that kinda hurts since i know they put in much more effort that me but ended up disappointed instead. i cant be rejoicing rite? all those times we studied together, all those times we said we could make it big altogether, now is just shattered. i hope all of you whom we pledged hear this. im waiting for u in the next path of our lives.

yea, so felt great meeting all my schoolmates after so long. and yea james got the top scorer as expected. but ho hum. we did worse than last year. so there were many tear filled faces as one by one found out that 2 months of intense anticipation led to utter disappointment. i dont blame them. if i wasnt emotionally prepared for the worst, i would have broken down as well. but never did i expect that i would be feeling sad for them. tried to console as many as i could, for i wasnt battling with my emotions at that time, but i guess im not such a good counsellor after all.

so after that accompanied caroline and xin yi to the beach at east cost to emo for a while but ended up emoing for a long time. i guess i also had much thoughts in my mind so got rather carried away and just sat down and stoned.

the next day went for a swim hoping to clear my thoughts. but instead slipped and fell and scraped my elbow. its still hurts now cos ah blue black. but not bad went to nicholas house and watch fearless but then watched steven lim the super zi lian guy.

the next day had dinner at a resturant and lol ther was a huge pile of shit in the entrance. and they put all sorts of tea leaves to make it not so smelly, but it made it even smellier.

i guess all these random stuff is happening to cheer me up. dont get me wrong im not sad for my results, im just sad i have no one to share it with.

thanks to all who cheered me up.

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

my minds too blank to blog.
today i leaned a lesson,
that will always be true,
saying goodbye to someone,
is the hardest thing to do
i've never felt a loss,
until i said goodbye,
i thought i was strong,
but i broke down to cry
never will i forget,
the times we had,
though the reflections are happy,
it makes me rather sad
even the most brutal of men,
cries at the past,
i only wish,
the good times would last
so i homour myself,
i'd smile if i could,
why can't things work out?
because life ain’t made to be good
but kenneth hang in there,
for we know that God does care.
thanks lucy for the poem man.

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

caring hurts.
plundered with a load of care,
i deeply sympathise with those out there.
though i am in no position
to give my opinion,
my care is genuine
like china's porcelain.
how i wish i can do my part
in healing all your broken hearts.
but my heart is getting sore
from fighting this emotional war.
amongst the happiness
there were faces of sadness,
and at that point,
i became speechless.
i wanted so much to share my sucess,
but their feelings are more important i guess.
so my dearest frens,
its ok to cry
nows not the time to be shy.
if u need a listening ear
i will try to be hear,
and tell jokes to prevent a tear.
but as for now.
so close ur eyes and fall asleep
we will laugh again when the time allows it.

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

dammit .
getting results tmr.
dammit.

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Friday, January 18, 2008

rush hours. (my life is beyond a roller coaster ride)

rush hours this week. and also have been coming home much later than my usual time these days.

well firstly early this week had to accompany the new zelanders to suntec for dinner as they would be going off on wed. so haha after a tiring day of squash trials and soccer i had to drag myself to city hall. phew. spent a long long time deciding where to eat b4 settling down at sake sushi. haha was hungry like dog by then. wad can i do? it was the birthday girl's choice to say where to eat and i cant refuse right?

2 days later had to send them off at the airpot again. (shaucks the 5th time there this year). but this time we went and explored T3 instead. not many shops have opened so ended up eating at the food court. then everyone became all sentimental again and then it was bye bye. i sure am going to miss them. (super sighhhhhhhhhhhhh)

on thurs went to ngee an poly open house with valerie, bernard and si hao, my buddies in anderson jc. actually it was quuite late after school and i was reluctant to go but heck, whoo cares when u have friends and time eh? had loads of fun there playing and crashing planes in the engineering school and doing stamp searching for doughnuts haha. to think that the 3 were so hungry so i gave them my doughnuts. (im sooo thoughtful...). saw rachel there also but she din recognise me at first. (there was not my turf so din see many ppl unlike bernard and valerie who knew loads of ppl). got a cool goodie bag with cool stuff like pencil box and highlighters. we wanted to study at KFC but valerie brought us to the wrong place each time which made us tired so we just ate and went home.

o level results are next week and if in case like my geog paper got lost and lands me with a result that is above 15 then i think i will go poly. it looks nice and is rather reasssuring. but at the moment i am praying that i get 7 or 6 so i can go VJC!!!!

well today was just a day that was super hot, and my first PE lesson. instead of running 6 rounds round the track like the rest, (which i gladly would have done cos i have been doing regular jogging already) we were stuck doing anareobic exercises like push ups, diamond push ups, chin ups and other stupid stuff like ab curls. doing push ups on the hot and spikey track is dam stupid la. u cant hold long enough and now my palm is bleeding cos i pressed on a sharp pebble. well i found out that i improved in my pull ups and hopefully i can score a gold for napha so i wont have to go ns early.

dats all for the week. i have my class already, they are not a bad bunch but i would have preferred my OG anyday. looks like i will have to do more social and crap work once again.

GP tutorial tutor is so cool. i wish all my teachers are like him

chinese tutorials made me remember that i sucked in chinese.

and to say the truth, econs tutorial was rather boring.

well dat was my life for the past week. and hell was it hectic.

haha i din get the spot for squash trial. looks like 5 ppl beat me to it. and i think that i can challenge some of the table tennis ppl in my sch and win them cos they arent that great. really. Andrew did it anyways.

notice that my posts dont have much pics cos i lazy to upload and my cam too lousy and i dun wanna bring my digi cam out. so no cam whoring yet. i cant wait for my contract to end so i can get a 5 mega pix sumsung or sony phone. then does the cam whoring really starts.

good luck to those taking their o level results next week!

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

if you think thats gonna spite me, think again. i dont think i will get angry or jealous ever again.

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

haha.
nothing to say except that we bought some new furnitures and i really love the new sofa...

haha found a new joy and to think that was just so close to me all the while... and i never noticed it.

oh yea u gotta check the song i put up. love that too. one of the best songs i came across. just makes makes me so happy.

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Friday, January 11, 2008

saying hi is just saying goodbye in advance.
i dunno how much more of this i have to take.or rather should i just accept this as a fact of life? come to think of it, it really is. that is "NOTHING LASTS FOREVER".

just today, i had to say goodbye to my OG, the people i had spent the most time with in my first few days in this new place, and just when a bond had been formed it has to be broken, and now all of us are thrown into classes with totally new people.

that kinda sucks.

to tell the truth, im pretty done much with saying goodbye to people. i do not do much to those who are leaving (though i try at times) and at the same time i do not treasure those who are still with me and i know that i will have to say goodbye again to them someday. im worried that the time will come when someone close to me will pass away and by then i will get numb to the feeling of saying goodbye and not mourn at all.

naw. ok i just hope this calss is not nerdy or anything or im going to have a hard time trying to communicate with them. haha leave it to God ba. i believe He will make a way.

this is my og. its been only a short 10 days but it sure was fun.


P.S: to my OG, we must KIV! or KIT better! go out during chinese new year!
(and im still finding a good picture hosting site. anyone knows?)

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

never presume.
ok i presume that u all have a decent internet so now i shall put mp3 songs instead of sickening midi songs. at first i tried to cater to all so they did not have to wait at all to listen to some bgm. but i think midi files are really hard to source now so i shall share some of my favrouite songs. u should listen to most of angela aki's songs. its kinda nice.

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Wednesday, January 09, 2008

chasing round a peanut tree
had cca carnival today. hmmm hard to decide but for sure im going to take up a sport. if only tennis wasnt 4 times training a week or else i sure join le. so i think i may take up soccer as recreational and full time bowling or shooting or hockey. i just gotta decide between these 3. hehes jus want to try out new stuff.

BTW if i hadnt told u yet my resolution this year is to be much more fun. for the ppl around me and for myself.

P.S anyone knows a good site for uploading tons of photos do tell.

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Tuesday, January 08, 2008

we dont concur.
onto the days where lectures are beginning. cant say im not prepared cos theolo has been pretty much the same thing. except now i can use my handphones and actually talk to ppl arnd me without getting stared at by the teacher. and hey, though the tables are super shaky and i wont be able to sleep on it, i can actually get used to these lectures. days are feeling like i have gained total freedom lol.

life in jc kinda rocks but i can understand why ppl want to choose the poly route.

its just more fun.

people who want to remain in jc have to have the patience and swallow the pill that people outside will be having a much better time than us. while we are wearing uniforms they are wearing the latest fashions. while we are cutting slopes they are dyeing their hair brown. while we are studying they are having holiday and honeymoons. while we are under rules they find rules to break. its tough pill for some to swallow, but i rather stick to what i have a good feeling in. and i am having a good feeling in this.

i have many friends in poly and life seems much better there. i also pop down to nanyang poly usually for lunch nowadays as it is just opposite my sch. the whole campus just be littles the whole anderson.

never mind. its the future that counts

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Saturday, January 05, 2008

this could be the START of something new

phew! finished 3 days of orientationin AJC. and to think i let the first day conclude that the rest of the days would be boring.
but its no way near and my og are as close as buddies now. sniff. haha everything has to end eh? but i heard that our general paper lectures will be together... yessssssssss man!

the first day was just filled with boring talks. then had a few ice breaker sessions, and games. no one really opened up yet, but luckily i said hi to a few ppl and became fast friends. but i did not feel the hype yet, and i never tried to be enthu. i thought that all the cheers were childish and i just could not bring myself to really shout out loud together with the rest. haha met a xinimin as my station master and she kept telliing me to be more enthu to keep up the name of xinmin and whatnot.

(to think i was crazy enough to rush down to the airpot to send joyce and thresa off after my 1 day orientation. i only had less than an hour to rush from yio chu kang to the airpot, but i did it in the end. just in time. i guess im going crazy. but that is just what i like. the hype u get from all the rushing just makes ur blood stir.)

and thats what i did on the second day. i gave up whatever bad feeling i had in my heart and did not give a dam if i looked like an alafer and decided to cheer more loudly and participate more actively in games. haha soon we were more or less interacting with one another already. you can tell how much a person is open to you already when they start calling you by your nick name. i really have to thank damian for giving me that one. had alot of fun with the dance as well. haha im also thankful that in the couple dance my partner was not shy or i would have to be like others whom dont even dare to put their hands together. it all starts with each other man! lol i can say i totally suck at dancing. and in the end my ogl had to give us 'tuition' haha so lame. but it was fun. and that was only the second day.

on the third day edwin brought his camera and had loads of fun taking pics like free. im going to upload them as soon as he uploads them. haha. by now we were all good friends and were making fun of each other. and lol i mistook natilie as a malay a but good thing she played along and said she was a malay that could speak chinese. (actually i knew). so we handed our tee shirt design competition and yea they used my crappy idea for it. hmmmm. ( also i feel that anderson jc is crazy about girls and boys being together. they always say that boys must pair with girls and had alot of games where they say in chinese "go and daringly hug la." especially the water passing games where we look like as if we were kissing each other and they just had to take photos. lolz. ) then it was time for the finale. had 2 bands singing and beatboxing for us and one breakdancer. they also showed us the photo vid and then we had campfires where we danced again... haha after which the days are over. but it was fun nonetheless and we are meeting agian on monday for an outing! haha.

overall i have never felt so enthu in my life b4. the cheers ajc made really rock the house, though i wish they would not keep repeating the "how are you feeling today cheer" and at the last part where we have to cheer for our individual alliance when they say "who is the best in aj?!" the effects are nice at first but it wears out. except for the individual alliance cheers. the effect is just so nice every time. its just becos they are so random.

thank you AJC for starting the new year with a bang. and thank you OGL's for making my first few days in Anderson meaningful. And thank God for giving me the chance to stand out and make friends.

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Thursday, January 03, 2008

waiting too long
i think im dragging my delay for posting. these few days was a major juggle in my life, and i have hardly any time to catch my breath. phew. tmr will be the start of the first weekend of the year and i think i will do my theolo post tmr.

yea so firstly, happy belated new year. (lol i think the spirit is lost le). anyway, how did i spend my last few days of my holidays?

firstly i went to my class chalet. hah. the 800 dollar one at down town east. costly eh. not many turned up, but those that turned up were just the persons i wanted to meet.

yea so was free and easy and i love this kind of chalets. first day was just stuck in the chalet playing ps2 and watching stupid movies. sad case no one brought any scary movie or else i would be sitting in bed next to....and... you get the point. so instead i brought silent hill game in the hope it might scare someone, but i find out that scary games totally blow it when u play it with a huge group. it seemed more like a joke.

so i called my best buddy phileas over and we both took the whole group down to the red house (a famous haunted house in singapore.) some of the girls were reluctant, but we 'ensured' protection and got the whole group down. it was quite a long walk but we finally reached it. and we cant see anything but lucky yilu brought her torch and i tried flashing into the house through the gate but still cant see anything. (the poor girl was too scared to take her torch back for the fear it would be cursed. thats funny in a cute way.) on our way back we saw some acting gangsters that asked me and phileas to accompany them into the red house. (hah cowards). but i was also reluctant to get my pants torn by the barbed wire by climbing over so i just lent the torch to them and two went in while phileas, andrew , nich and i stood guard while the rest of the class went back first. i remember the last time i went there i got busted by the police cos the red hse is a restricted area.

so they did not have the guts to open the front door and we had to make our way back. yea i almost forgot the bbq. haha we only had satay and sausage and chicken. simple, but enough for a beautiful calss chalet. and i rmb koping a cup full of chilli sauce from mac for the bbq (who ask them to put dispensers...) yea had loads of fun. and thats only the first day.

so actually we did not realy sleep and watched more and more movies, till eventually most went to sleep while watching on the bed. only left me who was awake. it was at 5.20am. so i decided to walk outside and try to be macho abit but then tiredness crept in and i went back. so i fell asleep on the floor cos the girls koped the bed and dunnoo whose leg suddenly kicked me lol. so only had 1 hour of sleep b4 i woke everyone up.

we had meant to see the sunrise, but we underestimated time. but nvm. we went cycling instead. cycling is actually quite fun. we also had fun teaching ppl to cycle and watch them struggle. but thankfully both of them managed to learn how to cycle. or else who knows wad would happen if we could not return her bike. (we were so far away and andrew took away the double seater cycle, so yilu had to (learn to) ride his bike back). speaking of the double seater cycle, me and nicholas had lot of fun with it. try riding backwards and stuff.

alot of other things happened and i think i will keep it for my own memory sake.

anyways i will upload the photos soon cos i think this post getting abit long. so i will leave you dear 402 with a short quote someone said to me before.

"i'm not unhappy that everything over,
but i'm glad that everything has happened."
i hope that we will still remain friends till the end. keep the memories on!
MEMORIES
Missing
Every
Moment
Of
Retarded
Incidents
Ever
Since

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