well recovered from an empty heart that was giving me serious headache for the past week after i got my o level results.

Well cant say im too happy cos i did not make it to victoria jc. sigh. but thank God it was a rather resonable one of 9. so im staying in anderson then.

So what was with that empty heart? well most of my friends did not perform up to standard, so yea, we wont be going the same jc, and that kinda hurts since i know they put in much more effort that me but ended up disappointed instead. i cant be rejoicing rite? all those times we studied together, all those times we said we could make it big altogether, now is just shattered. i hope all of you whom we pledged hear this. im waiting for u in the next path of our lives.

yea, so felt great meeting all my schoolmates after so long. and yea james got the top scorer as expected. but ho hum. we did worse than last year. so there were many tear filled faces as one by one found out that 2 months of intense anticipation led to utter disappointment. i dont blame them. if i wasnt emotionally prepared for the worst, i would have broken down as well. but never did i expect that i would be feeling sad for them. tried to console as many as i could, for i wasnt battling with my emotions at that time, but i guess im not such a good counsellor after all.

so after that accompanied caroline and xin yi to the beach at east cost to emo for a while but ended up emoing for a long time. i guess i also had much thoughts in my mind so got rather carried away and just sat down and stoned.

the next day went for a swim hoping to clear my thoughts. but instead slipped and fell and scraped my elbow. its still hurts now cos ah blue black. but not bad went to nicholas house and watch fearless but then watched steven lim the super zi lian guy.

the next day had dinner at a resturant and lol ther was a huge pile of shit in the entrance. and they put all sorts of tea leaves to make it not so smelly, but it made it even smellier.

i guess all these random stuff is happening to cheer me up. dont get me wrong im not sad for my results, im just sad i have no one to share it with.

thanks to all who cheered me up.

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