to start off with..i will tell you why i have not been posting for like 20 days. to be honest, i am stressed, sick, and very tired. too many things have happened to me...i just dun noe how to put it. hope things turn out well soon.

well, the month of july is definitely a birthday week. altogether i have 7 of my relatives having birthdays so far. mmm...cakes.

one school day, i duno why but i became extremely horney. i crapped alot during the lessons, and was very restless. yiyong kept hitting me on the back and at the end of the day, i slapped him real hard on the back. the whole class could hear it lor. haiz.

i really think that i should stop crapping. cos, now, whenever i ask any question to a teacher, the class will think that i am crapping and start laughing. when for a lesson i keep quiet, ppl say i am sad or angry...grrr....lame.its hard to entertain people everyday u noe. i am so stressed and yet i have to put on a smile in front of everyone. i do not show my true feelings. that is why people always thinks that i am not serious. its a stressful life u noe? often i get misjudged.

hope my life will turn and change for the better(sigh...)