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Wednesday, May 30, 2007 there always comes a day when your faith comes into testing. though however hard the situation may be, faith has always pulled me through. hopefully, for this time as well. dang! there goes another month's of good night sleep. thanks all for the solace. and i will remember these phrases for a long long time. "you have fallen into a hole and got a rope with you. are you going to dig deeper or pull yourself out?"-a good friend. "remember, you are like a diamond. the more you are cut, the brighter you will shine."-my beloved mom. Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ![]() lol. chinese exam over and i cant help but feel a little unsecure. must learn to trust myself more like one pessage said in my o level. ok forget that exam, now working really hard towards oral to secure myself. im trying for a 31 (my register number). hopefully its a realistic goal: 3 marks higher that my mid year. yap. so you will be hearing me speak more chinese now. woots last week was really freaky for someone came to my house and caused a misunderstanding between me and my parents and now they are checking my smses. ( rhyme not intended) and today went to tree top walk in martichie reservoir, with class early in the morning before going to chem practical. quite nice except erm dun walk 10 km for something like dat can? really reminds me of the scary days back in boys brigade when we were having expeditions. later go play badminton wif frens and i act lame again even forgot to take the racquet back lucky my fren remind. im really into my new final fantasy 12. Friday, May 25, 2007 having a really good feeling in my stomach. i wonder why cos in 48 hours will be my cl o level. i have got over my marks. i tell myself though i have to rely on myself (and maybe help from my pro frens) i will do wad it takes to score well. some of you out there may not believe me and say dat i am just blowing air into the surrounding, or in this case, taking up internet space for nothing. well let me tell you this. its your life, your mind, think wad u think. but i live my life. i decide when i am lying and when i am telling the truth. and if you like to use the word "ego" on me so much, i suggest you go look in a mirror and point at it and you will see 3 fingers pointing back at you. im not pissed with you. im ok with it, im just telling you that others may not take it the way i do, and in the end you end up hurting yourself. i know you cant stand many things but you cant express yourself to them, so you take it out on me which i feel that im being picked on. if i am wrong, do correct me. Friday, May 18, 2007 am i depressed about my marks? no. am i lying? yes. ![]() what the hell??? my results totally unexpected. will not reveal total details till a much later date for some reasons. its totally stupid. and im really disappointed wif my english and add maths. waaaay lower than expected. and those i did not expect to do well, like chinese and chem, actually turned out fine. better than english at least. wad? chinese beat english? yep dats wad i said. im totally depressed about that and i dun think will be able to get over it till much much later. im so stumped. shoud really polish up my spelling.... im going to cry. im going to cry..... ok im not going to cry. but im totally freaked out by english and i dun even want to talk about it EVER. sigh. english! you hear me! my chinese o level is coming! and you are in the way! get out of my head! and just in case you were wanting to ask me about my english marks, don't. Wednesday, May 16, 2007 this is just too wonderful. this is what life should be like. making things feel simple, not getting into fights. learning new things, everyday, not laughing at our shortcomings. even though its funny, i'd say. ruffling your hair, spraying water everywhere. .sharing things as if they were ours it dosent matter if you dont return it after hours. giving advice all day long, weather for exams, games, or where to get songs. even after we wave goodbye, the company will always be nearby. at home or at school, day or night, we'll just talk till its past midnight. then like they all say, happiness will surely go away. even the best of friends fight sometimes, so why not forgive and let it past? after all, its forgiveness we lust. all was well until there was bordom thats why i decided to write this poem. so what ever life would be, without the friends bestowed to me? so thank you all my frens! (dun worry this is not some suicide message) Monday, May 14, 2007 sometimes, no matter how hard i try, things just dont go out the way it is. im trying to stay awake! im trying to stay awake! wake up u stupid fool! no C6 we agreed right? wake up! listen to them for once! it wont kill you to start it again everytime right? yess! you are right! but i'm weak. i cant comply to these dumb brain impulses. not everytime... and speaking of time... its really been a long long time..... .the following was an arguement with my concience today. buck up! you dont want to lose shamefully to all ya frens again rite?????? but chinese intensive is just too long! nothing will be longer than your regret when you fail! no i wont! i will wake up! i will copy notes! i.... i... will try to copy notes! wad try? do it! all the rest are doing it, no reason you should slack! ok.... no need to shout. and for goodness sake! you are a boy! no complaning! do what you are suppose to do! ok. copy and thats it! *ps. this is not a joke. im dead serious. Friday, May 11, 2007 ![]() yesss! hah! E-X-A-M-S are O-V-E-R and im more or less confident, except for a little careless mistakes here and there that im really pissed off. during the exam period i had to study alot and truely it was a truma. i got a little sick from food posioning but still had to endure it and study things that didnt seem to go in. and in the end, all that worrying caused to make the paper to be fairly simple. my body seems to be against me this whole period. neck ache, finger cramps, head ache, stomach ache and worse of all, a drastic increase of mosquito population in my house. and it stings me like crazy. im not dibetic, my blood is not sweet. go suck a dialysis machine fools. not that im complaining, but its no environment to study in. i didnt even have the mental concentration to think about the rise of dengue mosquitoes. those folks would have messed with the wrong person to give dengue to. despite all that, i had rather good food over the week. cafe cartel, ding tai feng, sewnswns, sushi and the like.cos the stress made me increase in appetite and yet i still losing weight... ok exams are lame. im not going to eleborate anymore. this is just a snippet of what i want to say. i have loads more to say, but that will have to wait. arcade and frens, here i come!!!!!! |